seduceme====chapterone，thesensations====iheardhimeinanditstartedagain。"
hi，mom。how"sitgoing？"
hesaidasiheardhimslinghisbackpackontothekitchentable，andeupbehindmeatthesink。heputhishandsonmyshouldersandleanedaroundtopeckmeonthecheek。"
finesweetie，how"ditgotoday？"
irepliedturningtofacehim，immediatelyfeelingthechargefromhispresenceandtouch，despitethefactthathishandsfellawayasiturned。bravely，orperhapsinquisitively，ilookedintohislovelyhazeleyesandsawthemsparkle，asthefeelingsbeganagain。somehow，lately，iwasgettingtheseverystrangethoughts，andurgeswheneverhewasaround，andsometimeswhenhewasn"t。toallintentsandappearances，itwasallquiteinnocent，butiwasbeingmoreandmoreunsure。"
okay，iguess，butisuregetconfusedbythings。"
ikissedhimonthecheek，fightingtheurgetokisshislips，andsaid，"whydon"tyousitdownandi"llgetyousomethingtoeatanddrink，andwecantalkaboutit。"
hegrinned，andsaid，"geethanks，thatwouldbegreat，"andiwatchedasheturnedtodropintoachairatthekitchentable。iwenttotherefrigeratorand，lookinginside，couldn"thelpbutbendover，thrustingmyhipsandbottominhisdirection，knowingiwastemptingfate，ormyself，orhim……whilethesensationsgrew。lately，thestrangestimageswerefloatinginmymindwheneverhewasnear。itstartedafewweeksagowhen，ashewasoftenwonttodo，ilethimrubmyshoulderswhileiwasheddishesinthesink。ithinkitwashiswayofsaying"thanks"foragoodmeal，whenhewasn"tdoingthecleanuphimself。iwaspletelyrelaxedasonlyhecouldmanage，whenallofasuddenihadthesensethathishandswereonmybreasts。itwasn"tso，becauseicouldstillfeelthemgentlykneadingmyshouldermuscles，buttheintense"impression"thathewascuppingmybreastsandrubbingmynippleswasshockingtosaytheleast。i"dshakenmyheadtoclearthethoughtandhe"dtakenthatasanindicationtostop，andhadwithdrawn。butevenashelefttheroomandifinishedupthedishes，icouldn"tstopthetinglingthatwasspreadingthroughoutmybody。later，asiwashelpinghimwithhishomework，leaningoverthedeskwherehesat，another"sensation"struckme。iwatchedhishandsonthedesk，holdingabookandpencil，but"felt"ahandslidingupmylegfrombehind，slippingfingersbetweenmythighs，untiltheycaressedthelipsofmyvulvathroughmypanties。mykneesalmostbuckledattheperceptionandihadtoholdthedesktoavoidcollapsing。heseemedpletelyunawareofwhatiwasgoingthrough，evenasthe"sensation"ofahandcontinuedroamingundermydressandi"felt"thefingersslideacrossmybottom，dippingintothecrevicebetweenmycheeks，caressingmybumholeuntilittingledoutrageously。myentirelowerbodywasafireatthe"imaginedtouch"of……what……myson？and，onanotheroccasionwheni"dlethimrubmyshouldersasididthedishesafterdinner，iagainknewhishandsweregentlyattendingtomyshouldersbut"sensed"fingersslidingdownandaroundmybottom，cuppingmycheeksandslippinginbetweenmythighs。evenwheniknewhewasrubbingthebackofmyneckandnottouchingmeanywhereelse，inonetheless"perceived"handsslidingaroundmyhips，ontomystomach，tracingdownwardtogentlycaressandmingleinthetriangleofpubichairovermymons，while……whatseemedlikehishardpenisrubbedbetweenthecheeksofmybottom。evenwhenimoaned，andwhispered"thanksbaby，thatfeelssogoodtotheseoldmuscles"andslidslightlybackwardstowardshim，hesteppedbacksoweavoidedactuallytouching，excepthishandsonmyshoulders。thatmovementwasenoughhowever，tobreaktherevereandi"dsaid，"buti"llnevergetthesedisheddoneifyoukeepitup"andhe"dretreated……again。andthentherewerethe"touches"whenhewasnear。thatstarted，forreal，acoupleofyearsago。sinceroominthehousewastight，therewerealwaysthoseoccasionswhenwe"dbestandingcloseorgoinginoppositedirections，andibegantonoticegentle，timidcaresses。firstmybottombegantoget"brushed。"
everysooften，mybreastswouldgetalittle"mashed"aswepassedeachotherinthenarrowhallorkitchen。andthen，acoupleoftimes，ifelthimeversobrieflystrokemypussymoundwhenwestoodclosetoeachother。butnow，hecouldbesittingatthetableontheothersideoftheroomandicouldstill"feel"fingersslidingacrossmybratogentlysqueezemybreastsandrubmynipples。morethanonceitseemedahandwould"rub"againstmybottom，orfingerswould"trace"theoutlineofmypantiesand"slide"alongthevalleybetweenbycheeks，andi"dturntoseeitwasonlymyimagination。everysoofteniwouldgetthe"impression"ofmypantiesslowlyslidingoffmyhipsanddownmythighs，revealingmylovenest，andi"dstopandlooktomakesureiwasstillproperlydressed。moreandmoreinmyowndaydreaming，iwaseverunsureifiwasdressedornot，orifi"drememberedtoputonabra，orpanties，andwouldpausetocheck。buteventhen，thoughsureihadn"tundressedmyself（forsomereason），icouldn"tstopthetinklingsensationsthatoftenmademedamp，no，wet……norcouldistoptheoccasionalthoughtsofsexualplay，orlovemaking……inallitsmanifestations。anditwasgettingworse。noweverysooften，evenwhenhewasn"taround，thebriefthoughtofhiskissesonmythighsbegantoappearinmymind。morethanonce，ifoundmyselfwanderingintothethoughtofhimmassagingandsuckingmybreasts，onlytorealizemynippleswerequitearoused，andwantingattention。alltoooftenoflate，i"dpauseinwhatiwasdoingtoletmyimaginationeversobrieflywanderawaywiththepictureofhimslidingslowlyupfromthemistsofmyminduntilhistongue"slid"betweenmyvaginalipsand"tickled"myclitoris。andatleastonce，inthequietofmybedroom，asisuccumbedtoselfministration，theimageofhishardcockreplacingmyfinger，slidinginandoutofmyhotandneedypussy，madetheresultingclimaxfarmorereal……almostfulfilling。andnow，asimovedaboutthekitchenpreparinghissnack，ifelttheexcitementgrowingtoanalarminglevel。iwasconstantlyawareofmyentirebodytingling……mynipplesgrowingarousedastheyrubbedinsidemybra，mybreastsfeelingheavyandfull，wantingthemassageofhisfingers，mypussylipsbeginningtodilateandmoisten，mybottomexcitedbythethoughtofhis"touches，"mythighsbrushingeachotherasisqueezedthemtogethertokeepthejuicesfromflowing，mybottomcheekstensingatthethoughtofhispenisrubbingagainstthem，intentuponslidingupintome。finally，afterputtingasandwichandsodadowninfrontofhim，andsittingdownontheothersideofthetable，iasked，"sowhat"ssoconfusing？"
====chaptertwo，theplan====inthebackofmymind，theplanshouldhavebeenatstagetwo。iwasgoingtoseducemymother。orrather，inmymind，shewasgoingtoseduceme。onewayoranother……asshesatdown，icouldn"ttellifitwasworking，butimagineditmight，ifitriedhardenough。butthen，fromapracticalside，iknewitwasonlymydaydreamingandthatallthat"mindcontrol"stuffwasacrock。butisowantedtotouchandtasteher，andcertainly，notasason。ittookallmycontroltomaintainthe"distance"and"propriety。"
so，wheneveraroundher，iwouldtrytoprojecttheseimagesoflovemaking。itriedtomaintaintheperceptionofaninnocentsonwhenallthewhile，inmyownmindiwasfondlingher，caressingherbody，kissingandlickingher，lyinginherarmsslidinginandout。insomedaydreamssheresisted，briefly，whileinotherssheweledmyadvances。butallthewhile，imaintainedtheutmostindecorum。whenoutoftouchingrange，idevelopedandtriedtopropelthoughtsofmyhandsonherbreasts，ormylipssuckinghernipples，ormytongueslippinginandoutofhercunt，ormyfingersslidingaroundherbottom，insidehercheeksandstrokingherpuckeredbunghole，usingherhotjuicetoslipinthebackdoorasipumpedmydickinandoutofhercunt。ithoughtabouthersuckingmydick，whileisuckedherpussy。mostexcitingwasthinkingaboutlyingbetweenherthighsandslowlymovingupuntilmycockwasjustabouttoenterher，orthinkingaboutslidingherpantiesdownfrombehindandslippingmydickinbetweenthecheeksofherbottom，allthewhileholdingontoherhipsorbreasts。sometimesiwouldjustconcentrateonherbreaststoseeificould"think"hernipplesintoexcitement。atothertimes，iwouldwatchherfrombehind，mesmerizedbythemovementofherhipsandbottomasshemovedabouttheroom，andimaginemycockslidingupintohertightbutthole。butihadtobecarefulbecauseididn"twanttogetcaughtstaring……whichmightcreateotherproblems。andwheniwasclose，ioftenfoughtthetemptationtotouchtoomuch。theonlywayicouldcontrolitwaswhen，onoccasion，iwouldrubhershoulders，imadeitagame。somehow，standingbehindher，imanagedtoconcentrateononlytouchingherbackandshoulders。iresistedtheurgestoreacharoundandtouchherbreasts……makingalmostagameofitbysettingaboundaryaroundherbraandpanties，andnevergettingcloseenoughtotoucheither。andperhapsthehardestpart，otherthanmydickrisingtoattentionontheseoccasions，wasavoidingthetemptationtorubmycockagainstherbottom。itwasalmostimpossibletositacrosstheroomandthinkaboutundressingandravishingherwithoutdoingit。and，whenrubbinghershouldersdirectly，ittookeverybitofstrengthtokeepmyhandsfromroamingtofollowmythoughts。butmoreandmoreiwasundressingher。mymom，wasreallyquiteprettywithlovelyshoulderlengthhair，therightheightandeyesthatcouldattimesborerightthroughyou。morecaptivating，shehadtheperkiestbreastsandroundest，firmestbottomi"deverhadthepleasureoftouchingorbrushingagainst。andthemoundcrestingherlongslenderwellproportionedlegs，waslikeamagnetdrawingmyeyestoinspecteverymovementintheattempttodiscernthemanydifferentapproachestothelovechannelbetweenherthighs。herclotheswerealmostnevertight，butalwaysalittleloose，"suggesting"whatlaybeneath。thesummertemperaturerequiredlightclothingandhersalmostalwaysrevealedanexquisiteoutlinetothediscerningeye。whenshesatonthecouch，orachair，herposturealwaysprovideda"hint"ofwhatshehadtooffer。wheninshorts，herfullroundedbuttalwaysbeckonedformypalmstocuphercheeks。themoundoverherpussyalwaysseemedtoprotrudeslightly，alittlemoreprominentlythanhertrimtummy，beggingtobeuncoveredsoicouldrunmyfingersthroughherpubichairandstrokeitwithmylipsandtongue。andbetweenherthighs，hermysteryofmysteries，alwaysseemedtobepoutingatme，askingformykisses，andtongue。almostequallycaptivatingwereherbreasts，especiallywhenherbracouldbeclearlyseenthroughalightsummerblouse。andeverysooften，fatewouldsmileandshe"dwearanalmostsheerbraunderalighttop，andicouldseeherdarkareolas，andperkynipplescreatingtheirownlittleattractions，likebuttonsonaperfectmoundofcream，justwaitingtobesucked。morethanonce，i"dmanagedaquickviewofherthighsandpantycoveredpassionnest。momwasthepletewomanandoftenpreferreddresses，unfortunatelycuttoanappropriatelength。buteverysooften，asshesatonthecouch，orcrossedherlegs，abriefvisionoflovelinessandmysterywouldbeofferedtofeedtheimaginationformanyanight。andonce，wheniwasabityoungerandonlybeginningtobeawareoftheexquisitedifferences，i"dhadtheunparalleledopportunitytorubherlegsafteralongdayattheoffice。sittingatoneendofthecouchasshestretchedoutandwewatchedtv，ibeganrubbingherankleswhichhadendedupinmylaptomakeroomforusboth。bythistime，aftersomanybackrubs，iknewwhathelpedherrelaxandmadeherfortable。soisimply，absentmindedly，beganmassaginghercalves。withoutreallythinkingaboutit，myhandswanderedalloverherlowerlegsandsoonbegantoattendtothemusclesaroundherknees。inthemeantime，whileistillwatchedtheprogram，she"ddozedoff，andinoticedthatherlegsweresomewhatasprawlonthecouch。outofcuriosity，asirubbedhercalvesandankles，ieversoslowlyflexedherkneessotheybentslightly，openingthedistancebetweenherthighs。asiworkedontheknees，theynaturallyspreadabitmoreandherdressslidaway，revealingabitmoreofherthighs。curious，butscaredtodeathofgettingcaught，idarednotgomuchfurther。butstill，rubbingherknees，andjustabovetowhereherdresshadslid，imanagedtoopenthedistanceabitmore。herthighspartedabitmoresoicouldseeherpanties。bynowiwastrulyintrigued，andquiteexcited。heranklewasrestingfortablyagainstmygrowingcockandmyfingerswerebeginningtotremble。atthispoint，shewasbreathingevenly，quitefortableandseemedsoundasleep。andiwasscaredtodeath，asistrainedtoseemoreofthemysterybetweenherthighs。evenintheshadowofherskirt，icouldseeherthinpanties，andlushdarkpubichairunderneath。icouldevenseewherethepantiesslidupintothefoldsofwhatiwouldlaterlearnwasherpussy。butinmyimpatienceorexcitement，isoughttospreadherlegsevenfurther，andasifbyreflex，herthighsclosedandsheturnedabitonthecouchandwokeup。thatnight，whilegettinghardwasnothingnew，acuriousnewstraindeveloped，asiwonderedmoreandmoreaboutgirlsingeneral，themysteryofwomen，andthecaptivatingcharmsofmymother。iguessthat"swhenistartedtryingtobethe"perfect"son。understand，itrulylovedmymom，andwouldneverdoanythingtohurther。andirecognizedhowharditwasforhertoworkeverydaytosupportusandtoalsofindtimetohelpmeasigrew。inmanyways，she"ddevotedherselfto"us"andtookverylittletimeforherself。shediddateabit，butitneverseemedtogoanywhere，orlastwithanyoneguy，andafteracoupleofdinners，ormovies，theguyswoulddisappear。buti"mprettysurenoneofthemeverscoredonher。soipitchedinwheneverorwherevericould。ireallyenjoyedherpany，andwejokedandteasedalot。weevengotintoacoupleofplayfultussleswheniwasyoungerandwe"dwrestledaround。inmanyways，thattoowasanexperience，andifoundmyselfdrawntostandingnearornexttohersoicouldbrushagainstherbody。thiswaseasyenoughasthehousewassmallandquarterssomewhattight。moreasascaryandtitillatingexperiment，ibegantosliparoundbehindherandletmyhandlightlybrushagainstherbottom。and，everysooften，whenshestoodnexttome，i"dcasuallyletmyarmswingsomyknuckleswouldeversoslightlycaressthatmysteriousmoundunderherstomach。thesewerequicksurreptitiouseffortsonmypartto"checkherout"andoftenresultedindeliciousmemoriesinthenight。thatis，untilibrashlytookitalittletofar。onedayaswewereteasingandticklingandtryingtodecidewhowouldpickthetvprogram，thingsgotalittleoutof，orintohandishouldsay。momasusualhadmepinnedtothefloor，onmystomach，armlockedbehindme，andwasticklingthebackofmyneckwithherhairassheleanedovertryingtogetmetoconcede。somehoworother，imanagedtowrigglefreeandturnthetables，andheraroundsoiwassittingbehindheronthefloor。iwrappedmyarmsandlegsaroundher，"quite"innocentlyputtingmyhandonherbreast。thatmomentgavemepauseandstartedthenormalsensationsofaninstinctivelyhornyyoungman。i"dneverrealizedjusthowfull，andfirm，andsoft，andexcitingherbreastswere。asshesquirmed，herdresshadsliduparoundherhipsandicouldseeherbarelegsandflashingpanties。andasiheldhertight，despitetheexertion，mycockbegantoswellasitrubbedagainstherbottom。butinmydistraction，sherolledontome，facetoface，flatonthefloor，againwithmeunderneath。justtokeepagrip，islidmayhandsaroundandcuppedherbottom，pullinghertighttome。iguessitwasthebinationofmyhandsonherbutt，actuallyslidingunderherpanties，andmystiffeningcockpressedagainstherlowerstomach，thatcausedhertosuddenlyjerkandrollawayfrommeandsay，"okay，youwin。"
iwasreallyconfused，andalittlescared，realizingthatimayhavegonealittletoofarevenbyaccident。but，withoutlookinginmydirection，shefixedherclothingandgotupsaying，"ireallydidn"twanttowatchthatoldnewshouranyway，andmaybethemoviewillbegood。"
andthenassheturnedtofaceme，allproperagain，said，"butyoumakethepopcorn！"
andthenwenttobrushherhair。idon"trememberthemovie，buticertainlyremember，andhaverelivedthetussling，overandoverandover。butthetouchingsortofendedafterthat。asigotolder，andhungoutwithotherguys，i"dbeguntopickupquiteabitof"neighborhoodsexeducation"listeningtotheolderfellows，andoccasionallygettingmyhandsonaskinmagortwo。butthepicturesweren"tallthatgood，oralittletographic，andthestorieswerealltoorough。thatis，untilistumbledononethat，atfirstwasalittleoffbeat，butintriguedmenonetheless。itwasoneofthosequickandtothepointstoriesaboutamotherwhowantedtosuckherson"scock。onemomentthethought，thenextparagraphhe"spumpingher；givemeabreak。now，i"dneverreallythoughtaboutitmuch，butasi"reviewed"moreandmoreskinmags，irealizedoralsexwaskindof"normal"andevenmorefascinatingwerethepicturesofguyssuckinggirls"pussies。butthepicturesof"overlywellhung"studs（jeez，dotheyethatbigwithoutsomemedicalhelp）andwellusedwomenwithwideopengashesandhumongoustitswasalittleintimidating。iguessyouneed8ormoreinchestogetthosegalstospreaditforyou。butidigress，becausethefocusofmyfascinationhadbeemoreandmore，thelovelywomaninmyownhome。thesourceofsomanynocturnalmentalmeandering。andasshesatdownacrossfromme，ilookedforsignsthatmaybe，today，itwouldstart。====chapterthree，theapproach===="well，youknowitookdebbytothepromafewweeksago，andthoughtwehadagoodtime，"hestarted。"
but，now，shedoesn"tseemtohaveanytimetojusthangout，atleastwithmeanyway。"
"well，sweetheart，peopleandthingschange，"isaid。"
maybeshe"stryingtomakeotherfriends。"
hesnortedandsaid，"yeah，iguessso，causeshecertainlyspendsalotoftimewithhergirlfriends。"
"honey，youhavetounderstand，boysandgirlsatyouragearegoingthroughsometremendouschanges，andyoubotharetryingtofigureoutwhatyouwantinlife。maybeyoushouldgiveherabreakandcheckoutafewoftheothergirls。"
"buttheyallseemsosillyattimes，andonlywanttogossipaboutstuff……"
hesaiddejectedly。"
atleastwithdebbywecouldhaveadecentconversationaboutsomethingotherthanwho"sdatingwho。"
"that"s"whom"dear，butthereseemstobemoretoitthanthat。whatelseisconfusing？"
"idon"tknow，"hemumbled，eyesonthetable。"
thiswholedatingthing，andwhatguysandgirlsaresupposedtodo……itusedtobewecouldjustgettogetherandhangout……andnoweverybodyispairingup……goingtogether……and。"
hetrailedoff。"
goahead，tellmewhat"sonyourmind"iencouragedhim。"
well，idon"twanttojustgowithsomeonetolearnaboutalltheotherstuff，andmaybegetstuckandmissthechancetomeetsomeonereallygreatbecause"i"mtaken"。"
"honey，i"mnotsurewhatyoumeanaboutalltheotherstuff，"isaid（thoughihadverylittledoubt）。
"butgoingtogetherdoesn"tmeanyouhavetogetmarried……you"reway，waytoyoungforthatnow。"
ipaused，andsaid，"besides，youhavetonsoffriendsandyoudon"thavetoget"too"involvedwithanyone，andtherearealotofpeopleyouhaven"tevenmetyet。"
"butmom，mostoftheotherguysaregoingwithsomeone，orifnotit"seasytounderstandwhynot。andmostofthegirlsiknowareonlyimpressedwithabigcarandlotsofmoney。"
ifeltatwingeofguiltasirealized，perhaps，iwasn"tprovidingwellenough，butthenrememberedhowigrewup。"
baby，youreallydon"twanttopeteforgirlswhoaresoeasilyimpressed。you"rehandsome，intelligent，sweetastheye，andhavealottooffersomeluckygirl。"
"well，theremaybeanotherproblemtoo……"
hetrailedoff。"
okay，what"sthat，"isaidgently，tryingtodrawhimout。"
well，youknowi"vebeenoutwithalotofgirls，anddebbyisn"ttheonlyoneto……well……youknow……practicestuffwith……"
hesaid，eyesstillonthetable。"
butidon"tseemtogetit……wheneverikissagirl……likeinthemovies……theygetall……huffy……likealliwanttodoisriptheirclothesoff……andstuff。"
hereiknewwewereintodangerousground。"
well，idon"tknowanythingaboutyourtechnique，"istarted，"buticanletyouinonafewlittlebitsofinformation……thatyoumaynotlike。"
ipausedamoment，andthencontinued。"
first，you"reprobablygoingtohavetohaveawholelotmorepatiencethanyouthink，orwanttohaveatthispointinlife。"
"arelationshipiskindoflikeatree，"iopined，"andtheytaketimetogrow。andifyouwantastrong，sturdy，cultivatedtree，notlikeoneinthewoodsthatgrowswildandfightswiththeenvironmentaroundit，youhavetotenditwithlove，and……likeisaid，quiteabitofpatience。"
ilaughedalittleandadded，"ofcoursethedifferenceisatreewon"teverloveyouback，buttherightgirlcouldfulfillyoureveryfantasyandknockyoursocksoffintheprocess。"
"thesecondthingyouhavetoconsideristhatmostgirlsyouragereallydon"tknowwhattheywant。anditdoesn"tgetawholelotbetterastheygetolder……becauseastheydobegintofigureoutwhattheywant，there"satendencytoplaygameswhiletheyexperiment。"
ipausedamoment，thoughtfully，beforeplungingon。"
whentheybeewomen，andalittlemoremature，andalittlemoresureofwhattheydoanddon"twant，it"salittleeasier，butnotmuch。menandwomenaresoalike，yetsopletelydifferent，thatit"shardsometimesforthemtofullyrelate……peoplehavetoremembertotryandthinkliketheothersexalittle，toappreciatewhattheywant，soyoucangiveittothem，whenandhowtheywantit。"
istopped，feelingthesensationsagain。allofasudden，i"felt"adozenhandsalloverme，unbuttoningmyblouse，liftingmydress，caressingmythighs，spreadingthem，fingerstitillatingmypussy，handssqueezingmybottom，fingersspreadingmycheeks，mybreastsbeingmassagedandmynipples……sucked。itookadeepbreathandtriedtoshakeofftheconfusionthatwasgrowing，andwonderingifishouldgoonwiththenextthought。"
atyourage，otherthingsaregoingonthatalsocreateagreatdealofconfusion。"
wasitalkingtohim，ormyselfnow？strugglingnowtokeepmyposure，andfeelingthebloodrushingthroughmeasmybreathquickenedandmyjuicesbegantoflow，andmynipplesgrewmoresensitiveand……"
yourbodyischanging，creatinghormonesyouneverhadtodealwithbefore，andtheymaybemakingyoualittlemoreaggressive，somaybeyou"removingalittletoofastforthegirlsyourage。"
takinganotherdeepbreath，iplungedon，knowingihadtoendthisandgetaway，toposemyselfbeforeilostcontroland……"
iguess，likemostkidstoday，you"velearnedyour"techniques"fromthemovies。butyouhavetorememberthatmoviesareonlyanhourandahalftotwohourslong。inthatframework，theheroissupposedtofindagirl，winherundyingpassion，savetheworldfromsomecatastrophe，andhavegreatsex。reallifejustisn"tlikethat。youcan"trushsomeoneintoarelationship……liketheydointhemovies。"
atthispoint，iwasbeginningtoloseit。ashesatacrossfromme，handsonthetable，eyesdowncastandsomewhatdejected，"someone"s"tonguewasdrivingmecrazy，ticklingmyears，slidingupanddownmyvagina，slowlyrubbingmyclitoris，agitatingmynipples，takingmecloserandclosertoanorgasm……"
tellyouwhat"istruggledtofinish，"whydon"tyoumakeanefforttogoouteveryothernightforthenextcoupleofweeks，butwithsomeonenewordifferent，orsomeoneyouknowbutdon"tusuallyhangoutwith。"
ispreadmylegsalittleasthesensationofa"cock"slippinginsidemyvaginabegantoarise。mybungholewasitchingsobadiwantedtoreacharoundandrubit。andohhh，howiwantedtofinishwhateverthe"sensations"hadstarted。usingeveryounceofenergytomaintainmyposure，istoodupsaying，"andthen，wecantalkabouthowyoufeel，andwhatyouwantafteryou"vedonealittlerunningaround。whoknows，itmaybeanalmostpletewasteoftime，butyou"reyoung，andmaybeyou"llrunintoafewguysandgalswhoarealittlemoreintunewithyou。butyouhavetogetoutandbroadenyourhorizons。maybeyou"vebeenspendingtoomuchtimewiththesameoldpeople。butwhateveryoudo，remembertobegentle……likeyouarewithme。"
imovedaroundthetable，andleanedovertogivehimakissonthehead。asimoved，i"felt"thesensationsquickening，asif"someoneelse"wasalreadyrubbingmybottomtosoothetheagitationinmybunghole，whilethecockslidslowlyupintome，fillingme，creatingjuicesthati"dthoughhaddrieduplongago。iwasbarelyabletogettomyroomandcollapseonthebedbeforetherushhit。andihadn"teventouchedmyself。====chapterfour，timeout====damnit。thiswasnevergoingtoworkithought。butiresolvedtoheareverythingshe"dsaid。"
and……likeisaid，quiteabitofpatience。"
"……buttherightgirlcouldfulfillyoureveryfantasyandknockyoursocksoffintheprocess。"
"……whentheybeewomen，andalittlemoremature，andalittlemoresureofwhattheydo……want……"
"……soyoucangiveittothem，whenandhowtheywantit。"
"……iguess……you"velearnedyour"techniques"fromthemovies。"
"butwhateveryoudo，remembertobegentle……likeyouarewithme。"
i"llbegentleithought，idoloveyou，but……thisisdrivingmecrazy。maybeshe"sright。idoneedadifferentperspective。idoneedtogetoutandchaseafewchicks。andhangwiththeguys。andgetlaidsomehow，somewhere。anythingtotakeofftheedge。butthere"sthisdynamitewoman……justintheotherroom……andit"sbeensolong，she"sgottobehungrybynow……unlessit"sbeensolongshe"sforgotten。butno，ihopethat"snotit。maybeit"sjustmeandthis"motherandson"thing。iguessshenevereventhinksaboutitthatway。maybeshedoesn"teventhinkaboutsexanymore，andthat"swhynoneoftheguyswhodatedhereverstuckaround……butyouhavetowonder，sometimes。thisevening，despiteourlittlechatthatishouldcastmynetfurther，iagaingotcaughtupinit。imanagedtocatchherinthehallafterhershowerasshegotreadyforbed。shesmelledsweetandfresh，andicouldn"t，wouldn"tquelltheimagessheevoked。shewasinherregularalmostkneelengthcottonnightgown。buticouldseetheoutlineofherbreasts，andthelittletentshernipplesmade。and，asshepausedinthebathroomdoorway，icouldseetheshapelyoutlineofhertaperedwaist，roundedhipsandperfectthighsthroughthegownasthelightaccentedhercurves。andassheturned，thesilhouetteherfull，firmbreastsswayedintoviewwithhernipplesclearlypushingthefabricout。andalittlelater，inthebrightkitchenaswegotourlastdrinksofwaterandjuiceforthenight，ibecamemesmerizedbythesightofherpantybriefsoutlineunderthegown，andthewaythegownswirledandslippedbetweenherlegsasshemoved，emphasizingtheundulatingdepressionbetweentheslightswellofherstomachandtheprotrusionofherroundedmonsvenus……icouldalmostseethedarktriangleofherpubichaircrowningtheportaltoherlovechannel。howcouldihave"……beenspendingtoomuchtimewiththesameoldpeople"withouttastingthat？howcouldinotwantto……asimassagedmyengorgedmember，thinkingaboutfuckingher，icouldn"tchoosebetweenslidingbetweenhertrembling，thrustingthighs，orthepictureofherslowlylickingme，holdmetightlydownnearmyballs，andwrappinghersweetlipsaroundtheheadofmydick，sucking，sucking……sucking，untiliexplodeddeepinsideher。asifellasleep，releasedandsomewhatsatiated，ithoughtthaticouldn"twait。ineededsomerealreleaseandmaybeshewasright。ineededtofindsomeoneelse，someonewhowantedtodoitrightnow，anddriftedofftosleep。====chapterfive，thetransition====i"dneverfeltso……what……afterourconversation，andmyeruptionintheprivacyofmyroom，i"dthoughtatleasteverythingwouldsettledownforawhile。butthenthatnight，inbed，the"sensations"startedagainandthoughwornbytheearlierbout，ihadanothertremendousclimax。thistime，ifeltthoroughlyfucked，withslow，steadyinsistentstrokesinandoutofmypussy，untilthelastrushoffrenzybefore……andallthewhileihadthefeelingofahotthrobbingcockinmymouth……tothepointthatiwasactuallygulpingasmyvaginatwitchedandconvulsedand……icame。ilaythere，exhausted，fallingasleep，themostrelaxedi"dbeenineversolong……andreallyconfused……andhadthemostdisturbing，orerotic，fragmenteddreams。mysonwasrapingme。no，iwassuckingonhiscock。theniwasinatrancewhilehetookmyclothesoff。no，hewasslowlyslidinghisdickintomybottom，andiwasactuallypushingbackwardstogethiminsideme。no，iwasopeningmylegs，beckoninghimtoetome，tolethimkissmythighs……nohewasignoringme。no，hewasrapingme……again……andagain……and……no，iwaslettinghimundressme……waitingtofeelhishotcockslideupintome……andslidinghisshortsdown，wantingtosuckhisyoungvirgincock，and……wheniwokeup，mypantiesandnightgown，andthesheetsweresoppingwet。atfirstithoughti"dpeedinmybedbutmybladderdrovemetothebathroomtoshow……itwasalllovejuice。shakingasishowered，physicallypletelyrelaxed，yetmentallyanxious，abitedgyorworried，iwonderedifiwasgoingoutofmymind。asigotreadyforwork，itriedtorationalizewhatwasgoingon。perhapseveryonewentthroughthese"dreams"whentheyweredeprivedofsex。perhapssubliminalmessagesweretransmittedbythebodytothebraindemandingsomethingnotexperiencedintoolong。butthethoughtsaboutmy"son！"
wheredidtheyefrom？evenifhedidn"tknowthesecretabouthis"mother，"howcouldieverimaginesuch……intense……pleasure。ihadtogetagrip。icouldn"tblamehimforwhatwasgoingon。hewastheperfectgentleman，invirtuallyeveryway。hedidhischoresandmore。heattendedtomewiththeutmostproprietyandcourtesy。wellalmost，exceptforthefewoccasionswhenhewasyoungerandseemedtobe"exploring"theonlywomanhandy（smiling，nowatthepun）。butseriously，ireallydolovedthatboyandwoulddoanythingforhim……ican"tletmy"problem"affectourrelationship。buthe"sgettingolderandthingsaregettingtothatreallyplicatedstage，andijustknowi"llregretitifidoanythingtocreateevenmoreconfusion。ihavetobecarefulwhatisay。partofmewantshimtofindagirlto"dostuffwith"andpartofmedoesn"t，atleastnotyet。tobehonest，rightorwrong，iwanttohelphimunderstandeverythingaboutwomenhe"scuriousabout……butican"t。asiheadedoutthedoortowork，partofmewasrelievedtobethroughtheritualofwaking，showerandcoffeewithoutwakingorrunningintohim。butthen……partofmemissedthechancetoseehim……getagoodbyekiss……beforeitrundledoff。thedaywasuneventful（inthesexualsense），asweremuchofthefollowingweeks。partofmewasrelieved，andpartofmemissedtherelieforbalmthatthe"sensations"hadprovided，evenwiththeconfusions。iwaspleasedtohearhimmakingarrangementsandtakingadvantageoftheadvicei"dgiven，toseekthepanyofothers。andimissedhimwhenhewasn"taround。almosteveryothernighthewasout，butnevertoolate。everynight，iwaited，nottoobviouslyihoped，forhisreturnandpolitekissonthecheekashewentofftobed。westillhadplentyoftimeintheeveningsandontheweekendstostayconnected，soicouldkeeptrackofwhathewasuptoandwhohewasbeginningtohangaroundwith，andwhathethoughtaboutthisorthat。ilearnedabouttheoldfriendsandthenewacquaintances。acoupleoftimeshecamehomeratherpreoccupied，sometimesquiteflushed，onceortwicewithlipstickonhischeekandneck，andikeptmyowncounsel。afewtimesthe"sensations"returned，sometimesquickandpassing，sometimeslongandintense，andnormallyonlyatnightwheniwasinmyownbed……astheybecamemoreintermittent，ibeganto……lookforwardtothem。wonderingwhatmanifestationwould……almostsatisfymeagain。ididn"t"try"tobringthemon，butrecognizedtheironset，and，dependingoncircumstances，sometimesletthemtakemeaway……toanalmostfulfillment。theonlyrealproblemwas"thatafternoon"atworkthatstartedwiththe"touching"and"stroking"and"rubbing"ifeltallover，andparticularlythenipple"sucking"thatalmostdrovemeintodelirium，thatgrewandgrewuntiltheevening。thewholeeveningwasabsolutedecorumasifoughtforcontroluntilicouldretreattothesafetyofmybedroom。ifelt"petted"and"fondled"allevening，andcouldjustbarelykeepmysenseofproprietyashewentoutonanother"date，"whileiwaitedforhisreturn。andthefewhourshewasgone，thepressureseemedalittlelessprovocative，soididn"tdoanythingtoseekselfgratification。ithoughtithadpassed，alittledisappointedthatihadn"thad……theclimax……andwasstillalittleonedge……almosthungryforthe"sensation"tofinish。somehow，ithought，thesesensationshavesomethingtodowithmyson。theyseemmostintensewhenhe"saround，oratleastinthehouse，andwe"retogetheralone，andmostespecially，atnight。and，itisnaturalforawoman，andayoungmantowant……andmaybeitwouldbewrong，……foranolderwomanandayoungman……anditwouldn"treallybeincest。====chaptersix，patience====boring……ithought……eventhecoupleofeveningswithdebbywerenolongerallthatintriguing。shewasstillsomewhatinterestingbuthadbeen"infected"withthemindlessconcernsandprattleofhergirlfriends。andshestillhada"body"butnowherenearasvoluptuousortempting……orforbidden……or……as……available……as……andtheguysonlytalkedwhatthey"would"door"bragged"abouttheirpettyexploits。firstbase，thirdbase，eventhehomerunsseemedcontrived。andtheothergirls，were……engaging……andnot。nonewereasfullydevelopedas……orreadytotry……stuff。oriftheywere，isimplyhadtobegoffbecauseididn"twanttobeinthelonglineoftheir"prior"experiences。icouldalwaysgohome"ontime"or"early"andgetalmostthebestdelightoftheevening。momalwayswaitedup，andthoughioftenwenthomeinfrustrationfroma"date，"ialwayswantedtomakesureshecouldgotobed……withoutworryingaboutme。andtherewardwasalwayswaiting，evenificouldn"tbendit……her……tomywill。fantasizingaboutmymomwasstillmymostactive，imaginativeandenjoyablepastime。i"daboutgivenuponthe"mindcontrol"crap，butcouldn"tstopthedaytoday，andnight"visions"especiallywhenshewas"helping"them。shewashotanddidn"tevenknowit。everymoveshemadewassensuousand，tome，beggingformyattentionorreaction。onenight，asitookaturnatthecleanupafterdinner，shecameupbehindmeandbeganmassagingmyshouldersasisooftendidhers。asusual，shethankedmeforpitchingin，andmentionedhowtiredshewasfromherdayattheofficeonherfeet。iofcourseofferedtoreturnherfavoroftheshoulderrubwithafootmassagewhenthedishesweredone。butshedeferred，sayingsomethingabout"notwantingmetotouchhersmellyfeetthathadbeenrunningaroundallday……"
butbeforeicouldprotestandprofferagain，shewentontosay，"irememberwhenyouusedtodothis（thebackrub）inmybed……rememberwhenyouwerelittleandusedtositonmybacksidetorubmyback……？"
andicouldvaguelyremembertimeswheniwouldbeonmyknees，straddlingherbottomonthebed，andtrytohelpherrelaxwithabackmassage。mycockstartedtohardenatthethoughtofslidingupanddowntheseparationbetweenthehalfmoonsofherbuttcheeks，withmyballsrestingjustoutsideherpussy，wonderingifiwouldeverhavethatopportunityagain。andthenifelthersoftbreastspressagainstmyshoulderbladesassheteasedthehaironmyneckwithherfingers，kissedmeonthecheekandsaidshewasgoingtotakeashower。ifinishedcleaningupasiheardtheshowerandletpicturesofhernaked，peltedbythewaterstream，danceinmyhead。iturnedonthetvandcrashedonthecouchtowatchsomelatenighttalkandtalentshow。momcameoutinhernightgownandrobeandjoinedmeonthecouch。sheplumpedthepillowsinonecornerand，primlytuckinghernightclothesaroundherlegs，swungherfeetupintomylap。"
idecidedtotakeyouuponyouroffer"shesaid。igrinnedandsaid，"sure"andbegantorubheranklesandfeet。butthenipausedandsaid，"ithinkyoudeservesomethingspecialtonight。"
iliftedherfeetoutofmylapandgotup，headingforthebathroom。iwasmorethanalittletitillatedwiththequicksightofherthighsandpantiesasherkneesbentandopenedslightlywhenishiftedherfeet。ifoundherbodylotionandreturnedtothecouch，hurryingtogetseatedbeforemyhardeningcockbecameobvious。asisatandshiftedmyselfandpulledherfeetbackintomylap，iasked，"alittlelotionforthelady？"
shesighed，seemedtosnuggleabitdeeperinthecouchandsaid，"oh，thatwouldbewonderful……"
wegiggledandlaughedatthemonologueandjokesontvasibeganmassagingherinstepandtoes，flexingeachinturntoloosenthemup，slidingcreamslickenedfingersinbetween。irubbedeachfootinturn，onlyalittleanxiouswheniallowedtheclosestonetoleanagainstmynowfullyuprightcock。ispentaninordinateamountoftimeonheranklesandfeet，rotatingthemslightly，rubbingawayalltheachesaroundherheelsandarches，soothingthebottomswithoutmeaningtotickleher。idid，atonepoint，runafingernaillightlyuptheinsideofherinstep，gettingthereactioniwanted，astheticklecausedherlegtoliftwhenshejerkedherfootaway，laughingthati"shouldn"ttorture"her。littledidsheknowthatmy"torture"wasjustbeginning。alternatingbetweenherfeet，andgentlyswivellingherankleshadhelpedopenherlegsalittle，shiftinghergownsothatitslidawayalittle，bunchingmoreinherlap，revealingalittlemoreofherthighs。thememoryofherwords"……and……likeisaid，quiteabitofpatience……"
ranginmymind，causingmetobeevenmoredeliberateinmyattentionstohermassage。slowly，withoutrushing，lingeringonherankles，ibeganrubbinglotiononhershinsandlowercalves。myrewardwasaslightdistantwinkfromherpanties。laboriously，ithoroughlykneadedthemusclesjustaboveheranklesandwaitedasthedistancebetweenherkneesgreweversoimperceptiblywider。iwasnowonlyhalflisteningtothetalkshowasitdronedon，makinglightconversationthatgrewquieterandquieter。momhadbynowshiftedalittle，lyingbackwithhereyesclosed，restingthoughnotasleep。atfirst，icouldonlyusemyperipheralvisiontoenjoythedevelopingviewnexttome。iwasafraidtolookdirectlyather，lestshecatchmyglancesatherlegsandsuspectmorewasshowingthansheintended。morethanonce，inherreverie，shewhispered，"oh……thatfeelssogood……thankyoubaby……"
or"……yourhandsarewonderful……"
and"youhavetheperfecttouch……"
atonepoint，sheturnedandleanedovertotakeasipofherdrinkonthecoffeetable，generatingmultiplereactionsinme。althoughitwasonesmoothfluidandalltoquickaneffort，inmymind，inslowmotioniwatchedherthighsopenslightlyassherepositionedtoreachfortheglass，seeinginturn，thespreadingofherlovelythighs，adevelopingfullviewofherpantycoveredmuff，noticingclearlythewispsofherlushpubichairhighlightedwithintheconfinesofthesilkyfabricandpeepingaroundthesides，asherpussylips，clearlydefinedforthemoment，seemedtoblowmeakissfrombehindtheveil，andthenherfullroundbottomwhenthegownopenedunderneathassherolledtoherside。andthewholetime，feelingherfootinmylapmoving，asherheelturnedandsnuggledmoretightlyagainstmystiffcock，andrubbeditfirstupthendownasshestretchedfortheglass。andthenanalltooquickrepeat，inreverse，asshereplacedtheglassandsettledbackintothecouch，modestlymakingsurehergowncoveredherlap。bynow，myhandshadmovedalmosttoherkneesintheirministrations，andi"dshiftedalittleclosersohercalvesweremoreinmylap。theslightbendinherkneeswasagaingivingmeaclearviewunderhergown，thoughherthighswereagainclosed，butnottightly。iglancedatheragain，tobesurehereyeswerestillclosed，butcouldnottellifshehadfallenasleep。atthatpoint，idecidednottopushmyluck。iputalittlemorelotioninmypalmsandgentlymassagedherknees，goingonlyslightlyabove，andthenallthewaybackdowntoherfeet。slidingmyhandsslowlybackupislowlymassagedtheinnermusclesofherlegs，feelingthemhesitantlyopentomakeroomasmykneadingfingersbeganagaintocirclearoundherknees。ipaused，knowingthatiwasgettingtoadangerousstage，courtingdisaster。islowlyranmyhandsaroundherlegs，justaboveherknees。iwantedsomuchtoslidemyhandupalongherthighsanddrawevennearertoherhoneypot。butiwasbeginningtotrembleandknewthatwasthesignthatmyexcitementmightcausemetogotofar。asthedebateragedinmymind，monsensesayingquitnow，passionurgingmeon，thetvshowended，andshestirred，sittingup，puttingherhandsonmine，stilljustaboveherkneesbutnotyetunderhergown。sheleanedforwardandwhispered，"honey，youhavethemostamazinghands……icouldletyougoon……allnight……ilovethewayyoutouchme……butwehavetostop……andgotobed……"
sheputherarmsaroundmeandhuggedme，kissingmycheek，thenrestingherheadonmyshoulder。inresponse，iletmyhandsslideuparoundherwaistandhuggedherinreturn，pullingherintomylap。shewasalittlesurprisedbythemove，lettingoutastartlednoiseasherperfectbottomsettledagainstmeandipulledhercloser，feelingherbreastsagainstmyarmsandchest。"
mom，ilovetouchingyouandcoulddoitallnight，……ifyouwanted……"
shesighedandhuggedmecloseagain，murmuring，"ihavetogotoworkinthemorning……andyourtouch……issorelaxing，buti"llnevergettosleepifwedon"tsavesomeofit……forlater……"
disappointed，yetrelieved，imumbledokay。iturnedmyheadslightlytokisshercheek，andfelthershifteversoslightly，tohugmemoretightly，sothatherbreastswerelikewonderful，firmpillowspressedagainstme，whileherhipgroundagainstmyraginghardon，andherbottomrubbedbetweenmythighs。butinsteadofason"skissonhercheek，sheturnedalittlemoreandifoundmyselfkissingherlips，startlingusboth……warm，soft，herlips，thekisswasexquisite。shesatbackalittle，inmylap，strokingthesideofmyface，andlookeddeeplyintomyeyes。icouldn"thelpbutfallintothedepthsofhereyes，asismoothedherhairandbrusheditbackoverhershoulder。then，ifeltherfingertiptraceacrossmylips，andsheleanedclosetomyeartowhisper"……you"returningintoavery……dangerous……youngman……"
lostinthefragranceofherhair，thoroughlyconfused，iwasstunnedassheslowlystrokedmyfaceagainandthenpulledmedowntokiss……again……herlips……lingeringinthetouchasourlipsopenedslightlyatthetouch。andtheninonefluidmovement，shewasupandherperfectfigurewasdriftingaway，downthehalltoherbedroom。isatthereinshockastheheatofherbottomleftmyraginghardonthrobbingunfulfilled。====chapterseven，thestorm====whatwasidoing！！！wasicrazy！！！！weweredefinitelyplayingwithfire！！！okay，sothere"snothingwrongwithlettinghimrubmyfeet。butwhy，ashewasrunninghishandsupanddownmylegs，wasidisappointedthattheother"sensations"i"detoenjoyandlookforwardto，thenneverstart。ididgrowdamp，mypussydidgetjuicy，ashishandsandfingerseversoslowlymoveduptomykneeslastnight，andasiwonderedifhe……ori……wouldstop。andiwasdelightfullysurprisedwhenheimpetuouslypulledmeintohislap，andletmefeelhisstrongpenisagainstmyhipandbottom，revelingintheconfirmationthattherewasapassionbetweenus。andisurprisedmyselfwhenwefirstkissed，almostbyaccident，likeverytimidlovers。butthesecondkiss，nomatterhowenjoyable，wassteppingwayoutofbounds。ifheonlyknew，itwouldhavebeenfarmorethanjustthe"sensations"ilaterfeltthatnight，allnightlong……afterthefirstthreeclimaxes，ilosttrackofhowmanytimesiwokeupwiththetinglinginmymuffgrowing，as"he"kissedmybreastsandsuckledmynipples，andsippedthejuiceattheentrancetomyvagina，andprobedmyanus……until……andyet，aspleasurableandexhaustingasthe"experiences"were……iwasreallybeginningtowantmore……ofhim……imustbegoingcrazy！！！he"sneverdoneanythingtosuggesthemight"want"me。thepletegentleman，inthepastfewyearshe"snevertouchedmeinasexualway，evenifthemassagesseemtometobeextremelysensual，andthe"events"often（nowalways）includehimasthe……perpetrator？provocateur？initiator？willingparticipant？？？？rapist？？？？？。he"sneversaidanythingtoevensuggestheharborsanyillicitthoughtsaboutme。andhealwayshastheopportunityto"select"amongallthoseyoungwomanto"dostuff"with。wheredidievergetthethoughthemightwanttohavesexwithhis"mother？"
i"mtoooldandwayoutofhisleague。andbesides，ifthe"phenomenons"wereanyindication，blushingatthethought，mysturdyfoundlingsonwouldwearmeoutthefirstnight，andi"dbesoreforaweek。acoupleofeveningslater，afterdinner，asicleanedup，hecameupandbeganrubbingmyshoulderswhileistoodatthesink。heseemedpensive，andafterthankingmeforanother"wonderful"mealgrewquietandcontinuedtogently，easily，runhishandsaroundmyneckandshoulders……andarms……hishandsmoveddownaroundmyribsandlowerback，skippingovermybrastrap，gentlyrotatinghisthumbsandfingersalongmyspineandhips，heaskedthequestioni"dsortofbeendreading。"
mom，"……hehesitantlystarted……"
whatdidyoumeanwhenyousaidiwas"turningintoaverydangerousyoungman"？"
ihesitatedamoment，asiftorecallthement，thoughiknewexactlywhathemeant，andwhati"dmeant。"
well，"istarted，"let"sjustsay……youhaveawesomehands，andknowjustwhatpleases……agirl……er，uh，musclestowork……or……youknow……massage……andyou"reverygentle……maybeevenalittle……oh，idon"tknow，……yourtouch……it"salittleintoxicatingwhenyourubmyshoulders……andtheothernight……whenyoumassagedmyfeet，……youmademefeel……reallyspecial……whichmademefeellikei"ddoalmostanything……youwanted……andifyoutreatyourgirlfriendsthatway……well……itcouldmakeyouprettydangerous。"
"inwhatway"heprobed。ihadalmostrunoutofdishes。yet，icouldn"tquiteturntofacehimyet。asireachedforoneofthelastpots，icouldn"tstopmyselffromleaning……totouchmybottomagainsthim……orhisreaction……thetighteningofhisfingersonmyshoulders……thepauseaswebothfeltthealltoobrieftrystofhishardcock，touching，nestlingintothedividebetweenthecheeksofmybottom。iblushedandfeltmynipplespopping……andhurriedonwith"oh，idon"tknow……maybetalkthemintosomethingtheymightnotdootherwise……"
itookadeepbreathe，andreachedforthelastdish，thistime"careful"nottoleanover"too"much。"
sweetheart，youhavetounderstand……"
asicontinuedtowashthenowwellcleaneddishinmyhands……"
you"reaveryspecialguy，andwhentherightgirlesalong……youbothmay……idon"tknow……thisisalittleembarrassing……gettooinvolved……iexpectyou"llsweepheroffherfeet，maybealittletooquickly……anditmeans……gettingthatinvolved……toagirl……sometimesitmeansmoretoherthanitmightmeantoyou……"
asthewaterdrainedfromthesink，andidriedmyhands，andslowlyturnedtofacehim，regrettingtheendofhistouchashereleasedmeandslidbackabit，ifinishedwith，"so，……myhandsomeson，……iguesswhatimeanis……becareful……begentle……andtrytoremember……youmightbeabletogetwhateveryouwant……"
nowalmoststrong……tryingtolookhimintheeye……"
butrememberthattheotherperson……girl……thatyou……mightget……involvedwith……isimportanttoo……butmightgetledastraybyyour……dangerouscharms……andmayneed……youtobethegentlemanwedon"tseearoundtoooftenanymore。onewhocares。onewhotriestounderstandandsatisfiesthewoman"sneeds。"
wasionsafegroundyet？"
understand？"
"yeah，iguess，"hesaid，thoughhestilllookedalittleperplexed。"
although，ican"tbeallthatdangerous，ifmyrecentdatinghistoryisanythingtogoby"hesaid，alittledejectedly。andthematernalinstinctreactedwiththement，"remember，patience……itwille……"
asmynowthoroughly"incestuous"mindthoughtagainaboutsuckinghisyoungstrongvirgincocktorelievehisimmediatepain，whilepreparingfor……ileanedforwardandquicklykissedhimonthecheek，iguesstoreestablishsomedegreeofpropriety，andsaid，"nowgogetreadyforyourdate。it"sfridaynight，andyou"reyoung，andneedtobeoutandabout。"
"whataboutyou？"
herejoinedwithalittlehumor。"
me？wellyourtiredoldmomisgoingtoluxuriateinahotbath，getreadyforbed，andbecontentwithagoodbook……nowoffwithyou。"
later，withthehousetomyself，ididjustthat。ahotbath……andacoldshower……butitdidn"twork。nordidthebook。andthenthesummerstormrolledin，fiercewiththunderandlightening。andbeforeiknewit，iwasrummagingaroundlookingforcandlestooffsetthedark，becausethepowerwasout。andthen，awhilelater，tomyrelief，iheardhimdriveupandruntothedoor。"
you"resoaked"iobserved……theobvious，meetinghimwithacandelabrainmyhand，wonderinginpassinghowimightappear，meetinghimthisway，inmynightgownonastormynight，withacandleinmyhand。"
quick，……gotakeahotshowerbeforeyoucatchacold……"
iinstructedashebeganstrippinghissoakingclothesandheadedforthebathroom。ileftthecandelabrainthebathroomwithhimand，pickinguphisclothesinthewakeofhispassage，wenttogetmorecandles。iwaitedinthelivingroom，staringsightlesslyoutthewideglasspatiodoorsasthestormcontinuedtopoundthebackyard，thinkingofhim……intheshower。inthebackofmymind，iheardthewaterstop，andalittlelaterheardhimequietlydownthehallinhisbarefeet。irealizediwastrembling，andholdingmybreath，feelingthatnowfamiliarmoistnessdevelopingbetweenmythighs……asmynipplesbecamemoreandmoresensitivetotheslightestmovementofmynightgowncoveringthem。"
feelbetter？"
iasked，ashecameupbehindme，inadvertently，andunknowingly，provokingmybottomtoahighersensitivity，waitingforhis"touch。"
ishiftedmystancealittle，tospreadmylegsabit，andletthecoolairfromthepartiallyopenpatiodoorsootheandcoolmysteamingmuff，wonderingif……no，……，thesoapsmell，andthecreami"dappliedearlier……tomymostsensitivelips……should……obscure……thefragrancei"sensed"wasintheair。"
yeah，"hesaid，andnomore，asifrespectingmysolitude。"
so，whatbringsyouhomesoearly……notalittleolestormihope……"
"nah，……janeygotalittlescared……andwantedtogohomeincaseitgotanyworse……andherfolksandbrotherswerethere，……andididn"twanttodealwiththem……soibailed……knowingmybestgirlwashome……alone……andicouldhavealotbettertimewithher……"
"yourbestgirl？"
iasked。"
what，ami……thebackup？"
ijoked。"
andyoucanhaveabettertimewithme……thanjaney……whatdoesthatmean……"
"ahhmomhewentonthedefensive。andthenrecoveredwith，"ijustmeant……i"dratherbeherewithyou……youknow，makesureyou"reokay……andmaybecatchupalittle……sinceyoukeepmakingmegoout……whoknows……ifyou"rereallynicetome……imightevenofferyoua……full……massage，（asifelthishandsonmyshoulders，andmybodybeganreactingmorefiercelytohispresenceandtouch……），notjustashoulderrub……forallthefantasticthingsyoudo……forme……"
iluxuriatedinhisaffectonmybodyandsenses。ifelthishandsmovingeversoslowlydownmyback，pausingifleetinglythoughtinalittlepanic，aswebothrealizedihadnobraonundermynightgown。andthenibegantofullyrealizewhataviewimustbepresentingwithoutarobetohideunder。howmuchcouldheseeinthedimcandlelight？？？？didhehavetoseeanything，asifelthishandsonmylowerback，whilehisthumbsandfingerskneadedthemusclesaroundmyhips，causingmylegstoturntojelly。ifelthishandsslidebackup，alongmyribs，whilehisthumbsmanagedmyspine……andhisfingertips……cameevercloser……andgentlysliddiscreetlyaroundthesoftsidesofmybreasts……asmynipplesbegantoburstwith……anticipation。iwasabouttocollapsewhenhewhisperedinmyear"whydon"tyoustretchout……andi"llgiveyouaback……rub，……likeyou"veneverhadbefore……"
isighed，"ohhoney……thatwouldbesonice……buti"mreadyto……gotosleepnow……maybetomorrow……"
buthewasn"ttobeputoff，andsuggested"that"sperfect……i"llgiveyouamassagethat"llputyourighttosleep……inyourownbed……"
tremblingwith……imurmured"that"sreallysweet……"
hecarriedthecandleasiledthewaytomybedroom。ifeltmynightgown，swayingagainstmylegs，andimaginedhiseyes，strainingtoseeinmybottomasitjiggledunderneath。asinervouslyturnedthebedcoverdown，irealizedthatmybottomwasspreadingopen……andmymuffwaspresentingitself……evencoveredbypantiesandthegown……asa……targetasislowly，deliberatelybentover……alittleselfconsciously，ihurriedtostretchoutonthebed……attemptingtoarrangemygowntoprovidesomemodicumofdecorum。heputthecandleonthedresseracrosstheroom。and……afteramoment……satonthebednexttome。icouldonlyimaginewhathesawandthought，ashecontemplatedhismother，facedownonthebed，waitingforhistouch……eversogently，ifelthistremblingfingersbegintokneadmyshouldermusclesandstrokemyneck。slowly，ifelthimworkdownmyback……atfirstwithoutrealdirection……andthen……almostwithpurpose。ibegantoenjoytherhythmashealternatedbetweenmybackandarms。beforeiknewit，myarms，gentlymassagedandtreated，wereabovemyhead，somyhandsweretuckedunderthepillow。eversoslowly，hemanipulatedeverymuscleinmyback，frommyneckdown……to……almostmybutt。ifelthisexpertfingersstrokemeandrelaxeverymuscle……everso……professionally……until……trembling……ifeltmygownbeginningtorideslowlyupmylegs，ashisfingersslid，alittlefurthereachtime，closertothepantylineonmyhips。despitetheanticipationandexcitement……andfear，iwasbeginningtodriftinandout。foramoment，icameclearlyawareasirealized，ashemassagedmyhips，mypantieswereslidingfurtherdownmyhips，witheachsuccessiveseriesofstrokesalongmyspine。iwasfaintlyawareofthebutterfliesinmytummyandtinglinginmynipples，ashemoreandmorecaressedthesoftsidesofmybreasts。inahaze，irealized，afterabit，thatmygown"felt"likeitwas……gathered……up……aroundmywaist……"
onemoment"hewaskneadingthemusclesinmyshoulders，the……"
next"……ifelthimgentlyrubbingmyfeet，vaguelyawaremykneeswerebenteversoslightly……thatmylegswereopen……thinkingonlybrieflywhatanimageimustbepresenting……butretreatingtothefortthatitwasstilldark……withonlythecandlelightflickering……slippingawayagain……intothedream……ifelthimmassagingmytoes……andankles……andcalves……andknees……thighs……movingcloserandcloser……almosttouching……icamealmostfullyawakeasifelthisfingersgentlymassagemyhips……andfeltmypantiesslidingdownagain，andbegantofeelthecoolnightaironthecheeksofmybottom。andthenhewasrubbingthemusclesinmyneckandshouldersagain，whileiwonderedabstractly……inahaze……"
mom"andthenapauseasifelthishandsmovedown。"
mom，youstillawake？"
andiwas，almostpletely，asifelthishandscontinuetokneadmymiddleback……andfelthimleaningagainstme……restingonmybutt……andrealizedifelthishandsonmyskinand……nolonger……throughthegown……nowunderit……ionlyshiftedabit……waiting……notanswering……pretendingtobe……almostasleep……andiwaspletelyawakewhenheslidhishandsdownaroundmywaist……down……ontomyhips……andgentlykissedme……justabove……rightat……theswellingofmybottomcheeks……intheverymiddleofmy"lowest"back……andcouldn"tstoptheinvoluntaryreactionofmypelvis，asigroundmymuffdownintothemattress。ifelthishandsquicklyretreat……andinamoment……"
mom……youawake……？"
andwithnoresponse……afewtenderrubslater，alittlequieter……"
mom"andverydelicate"jostle"asiftoemphasizehisquestion，"……youstillwithme。"
iletoutaverylowmoan……andstretchedoutalittle……but……wentonpretending……tobeasleep……realizing……mypantieswereevenfurtherdown……had……beenmovedagain……somybottomwasalmostpletelyuncovered……againifelthisfingers，gentlymassagingmysides……andwaist……hips……eversoslowlyslippingmypanties……furtherdown……feelingthewaistbandslidetantalizingly……across……tickling……。